There are ways to know what love is all about... and i feel like i've found my true love... i just hope he loves me back... He keft for mexico three weeks ago... and told me he will call me when he gets back... still waiting to hear from him. We been going out for a long while now... I've known him for almost two years now.... And that is a great start... I told him how i felt about him.... and how i like to do more things with him.... And i still want that.... I want to have the family i've always dreamed of wanting.... i like to make that happen.... javier i love you, and want to be with you forever.... I have hide my true feelings for you, but i am now finally letting it all out... You mean everything to me... Past years i thought i found the right guy i want to be with. but it turns out that they don't want that with me... Especially one ex.... jesse... I thought i was crazy in love with him... But turn out to be a failure.... I did tried. but now i realize that he wasn't for me.... and i finally prove to myself that i can move on.... And i am greatful for what i did.... there is this one song i would love to share... but i won't do that just yet... thats important to me.... you have to listen to the words to understand... All i can tell you is that Gary Allen sings the song and its perfect.... and i understand it.... and that he does too.... it express on how i feel... and that is a very good thing for me.... One more thing before i go.... I finally getting out of my studio apt... and going to a 1 bedroom apt... next week.... excited... I am just about there.... and proud of what i have accomplish...
kylene
